I’m not sure if it’s depression or just life catching up but I’ve been having a lot of quicksand days. Those times when you feel like you’re moving in slow-motion and things that should take 10 minutes for a normal person take hours for me. I look at emails I need to respond to but then I don’t because I don’t have the energy and that feels shitty because who doesn’t have the energy to fucking email? And then Victor gets frustrated with me because he has a “touch it once” philosophy and he doesn’t understand my “touch it until it breaks and you hate everything” philosophy where you look at the email subject but don’t answer. And then the next day you open it but it seems exhausting so you mark it as unread so it won’t get lost. And then the next day you open it again and start a response but don’t send it and then it gets lost in drafts and then a week later they email you again to ask if you got the email and basically you start all over again.
Anyway, if you’re in quicksand too know that you are not alone and that eventually we’ll all come out.
Unrelated…I drew this for you.
Print it. Color it. Burn it. No rules, lovelies.