Category Archives: Random Crap

I am feeling almost back to my normal depresso-expresso self (low energy but with bursts of normalness) rather than the super dark unable-to-fuction-as-a-human stuff I was swimming in, so YAY FOR SLIGHT IMPROVEMENTS! Also, spellcheck is telling me that “normalness” is not a real word and I am going to agree because I think weContinue reading “You need a break, friend.”

I woke up today feeling almost sort of normal so I am very quickly going to write this before the world stops working again. Forgive the typos. I am now halfway through the ketamine treatment for depression and it’s just as strange as I expected it would be. I will eventually write a whole postContinue reading “The Chosen and the Beautiful”

I have so many things to write about or be excited about but I’m still in that same malaise of depression and it’s one where I have such small amounts of energy that I have to be really careful about how I use the few spoons that I have. BUT! But I completed the intakeContinue reading “Still here.”

I can always tell when I’m in a depression because I disappear. I disappear from my blog and my life and I wait until I come back to myself. In the last week I celebrated my 25th wedding anniversary, I went with Hailey and Victor to Vegas for the weekend, I wrote down notes ofContinue reading “I’m not sure where I am right now.”

This weekend is our 25th wedding anniversary (which is weird because in my head I’m emotionally 24 at best) so we decided to take Hailey and go back to where we celebrated our honeymoon…Vegas. Well, Victor and Hailey decided really because Vegas isn’t really my kinda town (too peoply) but then Hailey was like, “WeContinue reading “What happens in Vegas…”